Introduction

Hey people,

for those of you that don't know my name is ishmail and this my first blog so I thought it would be good just to introduce myself.

So, you might be asking yourself why i've decided to start a blog, maybe it's because i hope that lots of people will start following it and that i will then get famous... No that aint the reason, you see i was talking to my artists and close friend Harmonay today and she was telling me about her blog and it inspired me. So i thought that this would be a nice way to tell those of you that want to know and those of you who are too nosey and can't help yourself what i have been getting up to and what i have recently learnt.

So lets start......

Well recently i've been finding out about the ugly side of the music and media business as a whole. I've noticed that alot of people always aim to bring you down and that you can't trust no one. Harmonay mentioned something about a circle in her blog and i've also realised this lately.

I now keep a very tight circle of people that i trust around me, however how do i know if i can really trust all these people? All of them have already proved themself time and time again and have helped me get through some tough situations but if i've learnt anything this year it's that even those close to you can be blinded by greed and jelousy.

Until recently i had a very close female friend (my dear if you are reading this then you know who you are) this girl went through everything with me she was my close friend and work buddy. I always use to look out for her best interest and hook her up when ever i could, but eventually this certain friend seemed to start competing with me and jelousy had blinded her. She started fronting and acting like i was holding her back some how. After we parted ways and stopped working together it turned ugly and she seem to want to completly take me out of this game.

Now, that was hard for me to take because i couldn't understand why someone that i had trusted so much and that i was so close to me would want to do something like this. it wasn't until i looked at the situation that i realised that jelousy, hate and a very strong erge for power had made this person end up wanting to distroy or take everything i had worked to so hard to gain.

This brings me to the question can you really trust anyone?

Anyways i'm going to leave you with that question, think about and give me a shout if you think you have an answer.

Lastly, i just want to give a shout to a young lady who i recently met. This girl is one of the hardest working girls i have ever come across and she has alot of talent, it is great to see a young female who isn't trying to be gangster or act like a rude gal, who isn't just wasting there life or acting like a complete slut. Shout out to you baby girl.

Ok stay blessed everyone, and make sure you keep reading,

Peace and love

Ishmail -1-